I'm only really updating to cover up the last entry, because I don't really think "fukkit" is appropriate to my mood anymore.

So to fill you in on all the exciting health stuff that I know everyone gets sick of hearing about; I seem to have had a bit of symptom swapping. Which means sleep reversal and huge amounts of back pain. Waking up at 6:30am after only having been asleep for two and a half hours is something that many people deal with, and something that I used to be very used to, but it's a bit of a problem when I'm then going back to sleep until 1pm. You see, I'm not entirely sure it's possible to get up at 7:30am for college when you're actually, like, uhhh, sleeping. So I'm having fun.

Also, it seems I have certain problems with overreacting and trust that I thought I'd got rid of. But clearly not. I'm learning, though. I'm learning.

And, um, mum has to beg the doctors surgery to do a rushed re-prescription because I run out of A/Ds tomorrow, and although they're probably to blame for the switch in my symptoms, it's really very nice to not panic every day and to only feel down when I have a reason to, instead of 'just because'

I seem to have gained a pet fly. I think it just pooed on my finger, but it's cute so we can forgive for that. It also now appears to be slightly squashed and partly dead. Whoops.

I give up with this thing, I'm just so bad at being interesting! Oh yeah, and to answer Ruth's question, the thing moving across the top of the screen is an orb of light, not a sanitary towel, as so many people seem to think.