Hello. I suck. I'm bitter and twisted and can't ever just let things lie and get on with it. So instead I remain this way, letting everything eat me up and taking it out on people when it isn't their fault. And I've tried ignoring it as much as posibble; just keeping it bottled up inside instead of being horrible to other people, but it's just so difficult when it's constantly tearing me apart like this. But, as I have been told before, I should concentrate on keeping everyone else happy, even if it means lying and being unhappy and upset myself. So that's what I'll do.

Wish me luck.